Fight the Bad Feeling

it not easy to me

I did't no how many times i try to 'FIGHT' this feeling 

It smoothly kill my heart. seriously :/

my heart can't rest even for a moment

it  became hard to control

sometimes my tears wont't to stop

why i can't erase it?:/

hmm.maybe this is test 4 from 'Him'

'HIM'??

..I'm speechless..

it gives me strength,spirit to go on...

we just have to believe in ALLAH s.w.t..